I havenèt been for surgery since I was 15. I didnt rememeber it like that! Not only feeling helpless but scared of what was going to happen. Being put out frightens me. Not knowing whats going on, o0r even if your going to survive! It all made me appriecate everything I have.
Since surgery I have had no right hand. Its been very hard, as I cant type or eat or do the regular thing normal people do! Grr. Well now 5 days outta surgery I have master left hand typing eating putting hair up etc. etc. :)
I will update a picture of my hand!!